SeLyN

memories

2012-02-15T22:44:00.003+08:00

things he used to do
- come up to my apartment and bring me out for food even in de middle of the night at 3 after he finishes
work
- i was all alone in my apartment for de whole 1st semester and he stayed over my place to accompany me
- take me for long walks at night
- there with me when i was really down
- came over to college , gave me his jacket and walk me bck home under heavy rain without complaining, not
even a single word
- text me everyday so that i wont feel lonely , sweet talks
- find all his way to make me smile when i'm sad
- talks to me about all his stuffs, about his friends and we'll laughed together
- when i say i love him more, he'll fight bck and say he loves me more
- when my friends say "i love her more than you" he fights back and say no one can love me like he does
- hugs and kisses from him everyday
- take me to anywhere and get me whatever i want
- calls me every weekend in de middle of the night just to talk to me
- calls me when i'm sleeping in de middle of the night and sang my favourite songs, i gt so touched and cried
tho i was so blur and sleepy at that moment
- gave me the best memories during our pd trip
- wraps me around him while sleeping
- lay down under the stars and put my head on his chest, link his fingers together while whispering to me as i
rest and listens to him
- grabs my hand and walk
- brought me to the hilltop to watch the sunset
- buys me cute little stuffs
- tease me , make me mad and pujuk me back with all his sweet talks and actions

its impossible to find a guy like him.

2012-01-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

a new year, a new life begins. here comes 2012 !

2011-12-30T02:43:00.003+08:00

after talking with edwina on the phone reminded me of many past. me and him. viewing back all the photos, flashing back all the memories. its not easy to remain this, today, of what we are. we've been through many circumstances, all the ups and downs, cutie little arguements, sweetie moments, just like what every relationship of everyone's. i'm always afraid that one day we might separate? but if that is what its fated as, we cant do anything about it right. if both have faith and were meant to be together , doesnt matter whatever happens, the relationship will never break . since we dont know what will happen next or in future, so why not we just follow the flow, give the best memories to each other, appreciate every single moment. every single moments changing into memories is like every drop of ink tattooed on a skin. forever be there and can never be deleted. i do miss him lots. i believe distance can never tear us apart.

paradise ..

2011-12-16T03:30:00.001+08:00

had a 3days 2 nights trip at pd and melaka .. full with memories , all the happiness , joys and laughters .. unforgettable memories; dillan swam with phone , kissed hadi , dig a hole on the beach and bury his face inside , went koo koo-ed , fighting over sleeping place , locked himself outside , loca-ing people , hadi afraid of dillan after being mind fucked by us , buju having sweet moments with eunice , haritharan swimming happily on the beach like a baby , edwina got high and walked round and round with dillan and hadi on the beach , brought me bck a different pravind, the one i always wanted .. been through many things with him .. sitting on the beach with him , looking at everyone's face full with joy and happiness was the best moment throughout the whole trip .. i've never seen everyone being so happy .. the smile on their face told me that i've organized an awesome trip .. the trip had brought us closer and deepen our friendship, love towards each other ..

my eighteen ..

2011-12-05T03:47:00.000+08:00

had spm on my birthday last year , finals on my birthday this year .. so "LUCKY" to be one december baby .. no celebrations on my 18th birthday =( somehow money and a bouquet of flowers frm dad , a cake and converse shoe frm mum , surprise frm my sweethearts in front of my house when the clock striked 12am is happy enough and satisfying .. thank you pravind , buju , eunice , haritharan and ashvin !! love you guys most .. heineken for my bday gift frm them , awesome enough ..

2011-11-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

should i or shouldnt i ? i felt things changed .. it's not as perfect as last time it used to be .. ur not the one i knew anymore .. maybe its just me who think too much or being too sensitive .. i've been wishing to get bck the old you every single day , every single moment i think about you .. we've been through many things .. fun , happiness , sadness , arguements , all the ups and downs together .. leaving you will be the hardest thing ever .. i jz dont have the heart to do so .. i guess loving u too much is the reason for it .. just hope things will get better soon .. iloveyou

2011-11-03T03:06:00.001+08:00

tho it was just a movie with them in midvalley , it was an unforgettable outing =]

2011-10-04T03:30:00.000+08:00

i feel sad seeing u down .. i dont ask much , but just sit by ur side and be a gud listener , a gud company .. just listen to whatever u story me .. i've tried my best to console you , to make you feel better .. i felt glad de moment i see de smile on ur face after that .. but i've no idea whether ur really fine or jz pretending and hide ur feelings jz to make me not to worry .. what i know is at least i've done what i'm supposed to do .. just want you to know that i'll alwayz be there for you whenever ur down , support in whatever u do , lend you my shoulders whenever u need it .. iloveyou ..

2011-09-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

its easy to say u dont mind but when comes to reality , its hard to say that u actually dont especially when u see it with ur own eyes .. alwayz pretending that i'm cool with it but internally it hurts a lotz .. i just wanna hv you , all to myself ..

2011-09-03T01:58:00.003+08:00

a short break to pd with pravind and edwina ..

laz min plan turned up well in de end ..

you ..

2011-08-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

come here little closer
wanna whisper in your ear
make it clear with a little question
wanna know jz hw u feel
so confused wanna ask you if you love me
there's a spark in between us
i get a notion frm de look in your eyes
after what we've been thru
i'm falling for you
u brought me deep into de sea and u left me away
jz when i felt like giving up on us
u turned around and gave me one last touch
ur like an iceberg
dived in deeper to know more bout you
the you
if i was jz another dusty record on the shelve
will you blow me off and play me like everybody else
should i trust you
should i stop loving you
there's nothing i can do but jz listen to my heart

its all about trust ..

2011-07-27T19:35:00.001+08:00

i trust de people i trusted ... no way i'm gonna believe what u said .. i appreciate whatever u've told me .. i know ur telling me all this for my good .. its not that i refuse to believe you but i wont change my perspective towards him unless if i see it with my own eyes or i hear it with my own ear frm him .. if what u said was true , i understand there must be a reason for him to hide it frm me .. somehow one day i trust he'll tell me de truth .. no one's perfect .. i'm pretty sure u'll change ur frienz to a better one if he's going for a wrong path way .. tho dey're bad , they still hv feelings , close frienz , live like hw u live .. doesnt mean u'll need to break ur friendship with that person when u found out he's a bad person .. i trust he can be changed .. as a caring friend , u should ask me to care more for him , understand his situation and help him instead of asking me to stay away frm him ..

you may not always trust de person u love but u can alwayz love de person whom u trust ...

KaiLie's 18th ...

2011-05-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

its kailie's bday and i'd organized a surprise party for her in manhattan ... de plan was considered FAIL cuz kailie came when we reached manhattan to prepare for de surprise .. she saw all of us there with de cake .. damn it .. but it was all fun and awesome .. we had a great time especially snapping photos all over around in jusco .. hahahahhah ! thax to sakinah who helped me with de plan , xinyi , justine , adrian , mithiran , bengkee , hernyi , wayne , atiqa , farah and hafizah for coming .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILIE =]

Happy Mother's Day =]

2011-05-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

love yah mum ! thax for everything ... ur de bez mum ever =D

moments in TGV ..

2011-05-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

i've been working in tgv frm 2nd week of april till 1st week of may ... honestly , TGV's de bez place i've ever worked ! the workers , managers and supervisors there were so damn nice and awesome !!! mr mohan , charles , farah de managers , keshvan and rafiq de supervisors , all de awesome monkeys sakinah , kailie , justine , atiqa , adrian , mithiran , karthik , idris , shamsul , jeffrey , ajeerah , aisyah , timothy , hernyi , wayne , vicky , deershan , raj , veera , epul , hanis , marina .. i've worked at de ticket box , candy bar , floor , 3D station .. de best part working at floor and 3D station is that i can watch free movies de whole day =D at candy bar is eating de popcorns everytime ... nothing much at de ticket box but de gud thing is u can get to sit when selling tickets , unlike candy bar u cant .. well at 1st it was hard working at de ticket box as there's many promotions such as de citibank credit card promotion , learning hw to use that freaking credit card machine , complimentary passes , vouchers and etc .. after some time learning it frm de seniors there , den i'm gud with it alrdy ...really missed all de nice moment in tgv ... laughters , jokes , argues , hardships ... everything .. so sad that i have to start my college and stop working .. cant wait for my semester break !

I LOVE TGV !!

I Love Bangkok =)

2011-03-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

its holidayz !! i jz came bck frm bangkok ytday ... nothing much there but mostly its all about shopping ...surprisingly de weather there was damn COLD for de very first time in march ....all de tourist especially japanese and de citizens there wore winter clothing in bangkok , in BANGKOK .... according to dem , march supposed to be de hottest month throughout de year ... i brought all thin clothes there as i thought de weather will be very hot ... damn it ! i guess i went on de wrong time ... anywayz , de 2nd day was de unluckiest day ... we went to siam paragon for shopping and den we took a motorcar to go for dinner ... screw de driver , he brought us to de expansive seafood restaurant so we decided to go to bck to platinum mall for dinner ... he told us that we can jz walk straight along de train station and its de mall alrdy ... so fine , we walked ... as we walked , we asked one of de guard there hw long more is de journey and he said its jz nearby , approximately 500m .. dey're nonsense !!! it was SO DAMN FAR !! i was wearing heels and de railway was all large stones ... by de time we reached platinum mall , de shops are all closed .. it was only 8something ,thai time.. ended up we ate at mcdonalds for dinner ... luckily our hotel was jz beside platinum mall ... uh ! anywayz de trip was really awesome !! here are some pic of it =D

gud thai food !

awesome cc in siam paragon ..